down to the hell

 i felt a little bit down today.
cant make the decision for my future
to be in the graduate school after graduation 
or...
to be a trainee in the elementary school
it's really a big queation!
ahh...
thing are getting more and more complicated
i should...
listen to what elders said
or
to do what i think is right

kept on thinkin' this all day
this really ruined the joyfulness of the day