[TW] be open-minded....

sounds familiar ??

mr. perfect told me this when i was in the UK at the first month.....i thought i was open-minded enough to face everything i would been through; however, it was not when i am looking back at those times. there're so many ifs.....if i were brave enough, if i could step out and say what i really wanna say, if i could grab that chance to do it, if.....it never ends. i would not say i regreted not to do this and that coz i was happy and enjoyed my time. that was it! there's no need to say when things were over. but ......life could have been different if i could make those 'if' come true.

two days ago, i said the same thing to Jacob, an international students from Czech. i saw me on him. how i wish he could really do something big while he's here. something that he could remember himself the time in TW in the future rather than routines. i told him exactly what i have been told....that's really ironic that people can always see through others but being so confused about themselves. how could i be helpful but not interfering with their schedules, that's complicated.....