[my life] the only child

I have thought that how wonderful it could be if I were an only
child at home. In that case, I could request and do things as I
like. My parents would focus on me only; furthermore, I would not
need to worry about being a good model for my younger brother which
has always been the trigger of countless quarrels.



Now, the dream came true because he is away home in Maoli for
studying. So, I became the 'only child' here in Taichung. However,
I did not have the excitement I dreamt before. Instead, pressure
and too much focus keep pressing me into depression. I wonder how
much can I endure. Although the beginning is out of kindness and
care, I need some privacy or even rights to decide my future.



Plz