[my life] too much expectation
There are too many matters happened during these days. The result
of exam finally was announced and I did not make it. That is the
situation I wish for 'coz I no longer take teaching in the
elementary school as my prime goal. It did not mean that I gave up
teaching there, instead, I sensed the lack of knowledge according to my
experience. To stand in front of kids who rely on
you and trust whatever you said needs courage and confidence. I
have the courage because I love the job; moreover, I love to being
with them. However, I often question myself when the moon rise upon
the sky with tranquility. Was I dealing the problem in proper way?
Did I really teach the kids what they desire to learn and the
knowledge make sense to their lives? Those are reflections hide in
my mind. All and all, my parents was expecting that there would be
an elementary school teacher in the family after this exam. Indeed,
I let them down. But, I know where my destination is and am sailing
there steadily. Will I be a teacher? The answer is certainly, it is
only a matter of time.
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